So, I have been feeling better lately. I got a chance to play the horn this week, and I wasn’t in as bad a shape as I thought. My embouchure feels pretty good, and my technique is not horrible.
I look forward to trying to improve. I no longer have any hope of playing as a professional musician. At this point, I want to play and grow for my pleasure.
I am playing (or trying to play) a song called A Fine Romance in this video. If you like it, hit the like button. Hopefully, I will be posting more videos in the future.
I was a music major in college.
Spent 20 years in the Navy Music Program.
I am now living in South Carolina.
My struggles are with my weight, loneliness, and a lack of motivation to do anything about either. I still love music. I just don't have the drive I had in my 20's to chase after it anymore.
I don't know what's left in this life for me. I have no desire or ambitions toward achieving anything. Is that a lack of will to live? I don't know. Here I am though. And I will be here until things are different I guess. I'm tired.
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