I don’t enjoy music the way I used to. A little jazz improvisation practice at home, but other than that I find it all quite boring.
I don’t know what has happened. I don’t want to blame it on years of playing with the Navy. I don’t think that’s it. I have just lost interest.
Perhaps it’s my age, or all the pain in my body. Maybe I’m depressed. Who knows? Really, I don’t want to do anything, musically or otherwise. I just want to BE.
What has happened to me?